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…of letting go

One of the hardest decisions you’ll ever face in life is choosing whether to walk away or try harder.

I thought its just the same scenario, yung tipong ”yaan mo na, lilipas din yan” realizing that at times there are really events in our lives that we need to let go of the things that’s unhealthy, that’s already needs to be closed…… but why can’t I?

5 months. Limang buwan na rin pala. Kaso hindi pa rin bumibitaw ang puso ko sa katiting na pag-asang pinanghahawakan nito kahit na alam ng utak ko, nakikita ng mga mata ko at ramdam ng puso ko na marahil may mga bagay lang na kahit gustuhin man nating maging satin, we need to be mature enough to accept that maybe there is something or someone better for us.

Kailangan ko na ba talagang isuko ang nararamdaman kong ito? Haay, Sa totoo lang, ayoko pa. Yung tipong kahit paupos na ang kandila ng pag-asa sa puso ko pero umaasa pa rin ako na baka isang araw biglang kumaway si tadhana at yun na, voila!. Sana nga, sana nga.

To date, I don’t know, I’m still lost, I thought  I have accepted it already but I know deep in my heart that I haven’t yet. I am still hopeful and praying that maybe there is still a chance, that maybe at the end it will be you and me. That somehow this feeling of emptiness will all be occupied by your love.

O baka naman masyado na akong umaasa kahit alam kong napakaliit na lang ng posibilidad? Kailangan ko na bang sumuko? Kailangan ko na talagang tuluyang kalimutan ang kahibangang ito? IS IT REALLY OVER?

 

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Posted by on June 24, 2014 in Love notes

 

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